Breathe easy. Breathe uneasy. It doesn't matter, at least beyond yr preference. It's ok to still have things you want to do before dying--but like saving the whales, eating healthy, or believing murder is wrong, desiring to do things, desiring not to do things is simply a choice between comfort chairs or mattresses--more furniture for yr impudently potent emotions to sleep, fuck, or eat on and lose pocket change in.
A mere few years ago ppl believed terrorist attacks were great tragedies. They still cry at funerals too.